Fight

Everyday feels like a fight to me. The fight to wake up, to deal with people, and to not just curl up and say fuck the world. I deal with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts on a daily bases. So even just saying hello to someone tends to feel like a fight in itself. Some nights it is even a fight with my brain to slow down so I can sleep.

I have found ways to help feel like life is less of a fight. Removing a controlling narcissist influence from my life. Finding a partner that is supporting and helping me instead of just throwing the blame back on me. The added help of a service dog so I can actually go places on my own. Yet I am still trying to figure things out.

The fight is very stressful but I think I am managing it just fine. I dunno how others make fighting with these problems so easy but I still take it one day at a time.

 

Daily Prompt – Fight

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